My Gold Fish Live Happily Ever After

我的九把刀~

2011-11-14T08:25:00.002+08:00

发现自己比以前更爱更崇拜九把刀了!
还记得中三那年第一本九把刀是<哈棒老大!>
一本充满活力又正义十足的书...前前后后都望了自己看了几遍~
接着就是我最爱的<那些年,我们一起追的女孩>
看它从一本带给我满满感动的书变成超厉害的电影,真有点不敢相信耶...
九把刀,不知道你有没有发现...其实世界已经因为你而有了一点点的不一样...
我觉得被你喜欢的女生,不管是8年的沈佳宜还是后来的那几个女孩都很幸福耶~
你的文笔都可以让大家感动...
谢谢你的书...我学了很多...
从朋友的正义感到喜欢一个人的坚持,我都在慢慢的学着...
继续厉害下去吧! =)

大家好~

2011-09-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

10月就要开始了呐~ 大家离开快满1个月了嘞! 好快哦...
虽然常联络可是还是很想念~
想念一起笑~一起说话~一起疯~一起呱呱叫~一起玩~一起醉(虽然我没醉过)=P
我发现,我们从没一起哭过嘞!
我们一起分享的快乐多过寂寞,大家总是可以那么精彩!
再简单的聚会总可以在一场欢笑声中结束~这就是我们的青春...
从不顾及别人说些什么...不必伪装自己,因为再彼此面前就是假不了!
喜怒哀乐总可以老老实实的写在脸上!
想疯的时候随时随地都可以出发~ 他奶奶的关他去哪里,在一起就好啦...
现在大家各奔东西~ 朋友换了,环境也不一样了...就希望心中的大家不要换... =)
我们的距离翻来覆去都是隔着一片他妈的太平洋...

Andy啊!!! >< 你这个大头虾!!! 要好好照顾自己啊!别跟我说"我会...我会..."
你有听过喝醉的人说自己醉没有? 他们都爱说"boh dai ji!"
所以你啊...hrmmmmm...
还有!平时他妈的可以多回复人家的信息吗? ><
每次都酱!交了新的朋友就把旧的放一边...ehhh...酱很伤人的嘞... 臭人!

Vian~我亲爱的!=) 出去生活了才发现家里最好吧!
说实话,你离我最近耶~等那天我人来疯就游泳去找你! XD
别想我太多哦~ Pie会不好意速的说~ 呵呵呵...
要加油啊!一切都会随着时间慢慢变好的~ =)

Wainai!!!最少和你联络的说... 每天都捞碌奔波的女人!
过得还不错吧? =) 在那里找到人帮order东西了没? XD
什么都还得自己来呗...你也要多加油哦~
可是你每次都可以很快交到朋友,然后又开始hiao人所以比较不担心你啦~ =P
忙归忙...别累坏自己哦...

我的宝贝们! 要学着努力成长啊! 大学的生活没有我还是不好吧! (人家就是脸皮厚怎样!)
可是没有你们在,本姑娘怎样都还适应不来啦...
还要感谢Cyndi~她每个星期一都陪我过...
以后还有很多地方要趴趴走喔~
大家都为了未来而加油!!!
一个人没有朋友怎样都不行~
普通的到处都可以交到...但试问自己,可以天南地北说/走一回的知己一个人又可以交几个嘞?
朋友不会在你不堪时落井下石...
会生气你但最后自己也忘了为什么生气而默默原谅...
酱的朋友我有...你有吗?

爸爸~

2011-09-21T21:22:00.001+08:00

爸爸...我从没很羡慕人家可以飞到很远的地方读书,生活...
我很庆幸我留了下来...我很喜欢家的感觉...
不是我不长进...因为现在的我不也是好好的吗?
如果现在才来羡慕,那我倒不如从以前就拼命努力读书?
就因为我知道自己不是很爱读书的料...所以你说啥我就做啥...
我相信你的选择...所以还想乘自己还年轻的时候放手一博...
我什么都肯学...因为我也有我的梦想...
你也不用担心我嫁不出去...只是还没找到可以互相珍惜的对象...
我有喜欢的人~ 我不漂亮可是我也在努力~
就因为知道你会舍不得~所以我留下来陪你咯... =)

......

2011-09-14T05:43:00.002+08:00

人家都说心情不好时可以吃巧克力疗伤...我却吃了半打而哭得西哩花啦的...
与其说我很寂寞不如说我觉得很空虚...
以往你们都在添满我的生活...现在大家都有新生活要适应,新朋友要交了...
没有大家在做什么都少了一份冲动...
我会很努力的加油等你们回来!
很傻对吧? 也许到最后现在的承诺没有人可以实现...
但我却抱着很大的希望...
希望不管到大家都头发半白的时候,身边的好朋友还是彼此...
我不是万能的可是我会尽全力去努力...
大家一起加油... =)

孤单很惨嘞 T.T

2011-09-12T19:55:00.002+08:00

你们陆陆续续离开快一个星期了呢...
大家都在忙着开始新的生活...
而我也要开始习惯没有你们在的生活...虽然很多个不愿意可是还是要过啊~
世界上没有东西会为了你而停留的...
今天虽然Ah Di赶了两场戏可是不是你们就不是啊!
我很希望可以在你们身边帮忙可是我不能!
我很想你们...以前就算是假日呆在家,至少要出时还有人好约,可是现在不一样了...
连打个电话都会很心疼...因为看不到那头的你好不好...
有时还会没人接...虽然知道大家很忙可是就是要听到声音啊!
回到家又发烧了...更想你们了... =(

受伤了啦!

2011-09-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

呼呼~ 大家都各奔东西了哪!!!
想到我都快疯了! 这几天都莫名其妙的早醒!
醒来就想到大家... 怎么办?
我超级舍不得啦~~~~~
以后都不能想winnie 和文倩就打个电话就出了!!!
AAAARRRRRRRR!!!! 我不要啦!
已经很想念Andy了...以后还有一大堆人要想!
T.T 哭死也没用可老娘我就爱哭!
为什么啦~~~~~

选择~

2011-07-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

其实在人生里头，天给了我们很多很多选择。。。
就算只是想大便，你也可以选择要上哪里的厕所~
人都会把初恋看得很重？
就算每次恋爱中的人都会把爱情捧上天，但是真的就那么完美吗？
上天让我们选择爱情或面包~
其实我们可以把它们合起来啊...
当你选择爱情时，就让面包来填满它~
当你选择面包时，就让爱情来滋润它~
在爱情里面没有完美，只有两个不完美的人一起努力让它变更好~

把爱情看得太重最终粉身碎骨的人终旧是自己...
不是教你看它作废，但做啥事都得适可而止...
爱情不是每个人都玩得起它...
要爱的有原则才不会做爱情的傀儡...

所以，大家请爱得聪明点... =)

人生...

2011-07-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

其实我很怕的嘞...这是我的身体所以我会比任何人都清楚...
如果告诉你我一点都没在怕就是骗你的...
终于可以明白为什么生病的人都怕医生...
虽然后天就是星期一，可是对我来说它好像非常非常远！

也许天空也因为我而灰暗吧~

等待的过程都很漫长...

站在这里头脑都会变傻...

只希望医生说“这没什么，小事而已”

当假日不再是拜六礼拜...

2011-05-21T20:55:00.003+08:00

2010年的4月1日，我开始有了自己的工作...
开玩笑！骗人的吧...愚人节嘞...
对啊...我开了小小玩笑...
一开始以为只是短暂的谁知一呆就一年了...
我断送了我的“年轻人的自由”开始了“上班族的忙碌”life~

一开始很不自在...因为和朋友见面的时间有了差错...
每每遇见酱的情况时大家就得让来让去...时间换来换去~
也不管明天要上课要上班，今天再迟就要见到你才爽歪歪！
慢慢的见面次数越来越少，大家的生活观念也各了一个厚厚的墙...
虽然怀念从前但大家还是要生活啊...格乌便...除了叹气又能改变啥呢？

不久之后，大家都变社会上的打工族...每天忙上忙下就为了养活自己...
假日不再是同一天，你忙时他闲空，他闲空你忙...
也因此开始了以前从没有过的夜生活...
有时一起去玩都会埋怨工作有多苦,嚷着说“我明天不要做了！”或“蛤...我明天不想上班啦！”
但是到最后还是乖乖的托着身体去上班...

每次都得计划好才可以行动...不能再很疯狂的说“哦，我想去哪里哪里”然后上car就run!
有时候说好了要酱还是找不着伴，又得一个人过一整天...
大家也开始觉得假日越来越短了...以前都说“怎么拜六礼拜这么闷啊！”现在是“蛤...晚上咯~明天又要早早醒囖..."
也许这就是所谓大人的生活吧~每天大家都早出晚归不在家...
大人们的生活不就是我们小时候向往的吗？
原来，大人永远都是骗人的...当大人一点都不好玩...

一个人走虽然自由多了很多，去哪儿都不用跟谁讲...
但当你想转过头来跟旁边的人说”eh,你看..." 的时候，你会发现人嘞？
“哦...对了今天大家都没空...”

May May May~ =)

2011-05-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

五月天哪~ =3
8号是母亲节~
15号是沙滩节~
17号是宝贝的生日~=3
17号~我认识文倩满200年，所以她请吃~

我们hiaohiao三人组的韩国餐：~

最后再加上一点点~=D

不管是晴天或雨天，他们都是我的最爱~ 希望大家每天开开心心健健康康！

今天是母亲节啦~

2011-05-08T19:58:00.001+08:00

妈妈，
没什么好给你的啦。。。
我也知道只要我们过得好就是给你最最大的礼物啦~
你很罗嗦，你很爱哭~你的好与不好我都接受因为你给我生命！
接下来的每一天我都希望你可以每天开开心心~
就算天塌下来你都是我妈妈！
=）你能开心健康的变老和爸爸白头偕老就会是你给这个家最最好的祝福了！

写啥好呗？

2011-03-25T19:50:00.003+08:00

一日复一日~一月复一月~一年复一年~
路遥知马力，日久见人心...很多人知道也遇过的...
对人家好就要求回报吗？也许这是某些人的生活之道...
有人可以不惜一切为你，因为你是他的全世界~
有些人就爱抓住不属于他们的东西，就怕那一天自己寂寞时可以派上用场，无言的自私...
有些人就爱为自己...只为自己找想而忽略了陪着的人也要有自己的生活~
有些人已经知道答案却还是爱欺骗自己，好让心它舒服点...
有些人明明知道问题没有答案却要强词夺理硬坳，到最后最痛的还是自己...
做人的道理有很多，偏偏又有人不会做人，就懂做下三烂的废材~
一言即出四马难追，讲的出来就别耍赖不怪自己就怪别人...
翻来复去的话，说出来都不觉得自己可笑吗？
如果真的曾念在“情”这个字你就不会那样做了...
到头来求人原谅，难道你说的做的都可以作废吗？
我们是人不是神，也不是什么都不懂的小鬼，别在你最寂寞的时候才来珍惜...
想倒回去？那你说得最爽时可想过所有曾经？
对自己敌人最好的方法就是把他们当朋友...难道对自己朋友最好的方法就是把他们当敌人来用吗？

说到歌嘛。。。

2011-01-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

歌，它是一个非常奇妙的咚咚~全部人都会爱的咚咚~
不管是抒情~ROCK！！！~伤心~轻快~什么都好...
听了，只要对上当下的心情就可以很对位...
开心，听了心情不由中的high起来~
心情都不知是什么心情时，听什么都OK~
伤心的时候，听摇滚只会更烦呐！听了悲伤情歌不但可以再不开心点~
歌一到位就会不由自主的哭了起来...
反正，歌，它就那么迷人嘛~=）

自相矛盾...

2011-01-20T23:00:00.003+08:00

是人人都会有这个时候吧~
要不要，肯不肯，做不做，交不交，敢不敢，干不干...
待会儿做了又屌到自己，明明说了不做的...
手扭到了啦！他妈的好。。。
有些时候人家会说结婚只不过是为了一张纸，可有多少人又为了这张看似无意义的纸而拼命呢？
谈恋爱又是为了自己以后不寂寞还是真正想在一起而开心呢？
有人说谈恋爱很痛，但又有多少人为了得到这所谓幸福的痛而一而再的痛死自己嘞？
有人说交朋友要注意免得被骗，可又有多少人为了得到朋友而不顾一切到处骗人呢？
有人说说谎不好，但善意的谎言说了难道它就不是谎言吗？
有些时候，人家认为钱不是万能的，但又有多少人因为钱而拼命忽略了身边的好康头呢？
离婚又是为了自己开心吗？当初的一言为定又在哪儿呢？
分手是为了解脱的话，那么当初又是为了束缚而在一起吗？
有些人在一起可以随随便便，马马虎虎过个好几十年...
有些人拼了条烂命到头来还是一无所有...
有些人死命工作，打工，赚得还是那么一些钱，又有些人随随便便坐着按几颗钮就每天赚个好几个十万~
是天意弄人呢？还是先嫌自己没出息？
人都是自私的动物。。。仔细想想看就算是每天在打坐，做善事的和尚和人，到头来还不是为了替自己积点善德~
咳...晚了，睡吧大家~ 看太多酱的胡言乱语会突然语无伦次的~ =P
别问我再写什么和什么因为我也不懂自己所谓的逻辑~=）

一部电影，一本书，一首歌~那一阵痛...

2011-01-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

九把刀的《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》
青元导演的《天天好天》
罗大帅的《防盗锁》
他和她的开始...
突然钻进回忆里的公公...
另一他突然出现在聊天窗...
一个名字，不长的聊天却总觉得有人聊天真好~
突如其来的痛，就当是我累了...
事情总是那么一瞬间就没了意义
从没要怨谁，因为不管什么都好它就好像冥冥中自有安排...
只是还没轮到你而已~
看着电影里的小妹妹怀念公公的时候，突然觉得...
当她/他/它的生命只剩下灰烬时，留下来的遗憾又代表着什么呢？
不能像九把刀那样潇洒的对自己的青春说再会...
就因为他吗？其实没有啊...因为不再值得...
2011年~你他妈的给我表现好一点！不要欺负我哦我告诉你！

If you think you know me, you're totally in trouble!

2011-01-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

Warning is a WARNING ok...
I said not to then try your best not to!
I leave a step for you to walk by didn't ask you to jump into my trap!
If you think this is all I got, hahahaha! Very funny! I'm not done yet!
Wait till someday you'll DIE! DIE!
Do I seems to care? NO! I don't!
Post it on my wall like I did to yours!
Why so chickened out? I'm a girl remember? I don't have GUTS like you!
GAY boy! Don't piss me off I told you!
If you think you're rich, sorry babie this chick here is very much richer than you!
If you think everyone will believe you and pity you or watever shit it is?
Sorry gay boy and fucker's friend that's what you are!
Someday,somehow,you'll get all these cycle back!
If you think you're brave enough, try some more and see what I'll do for payback!

Terrible Night?

2010-12-14T22:24:00.001+08:00

Just cause I ate a terrible dinner...
But it really makes me feel terrible by now...
Can I cry? Stupid shop cooked stupid food!!! T.T

Ai aiiii...

2010-11-27T15:23:00.002+08:00

I never wanted this to happen... A gap between us and all the memories...
The memories that happened belong to us now only belong to no one...
Ya, no one would had wanted something bad to happen within their life...
Never expected things would turned out this way...
But what can I do? People changed manners changed even memories changed...
What happened to be great last time thinking back... It turned bad when situation turned bad...
How sad is that? No one want to keep what's behind but rushing forward...
Well~ As long as we meet our own end then it'll not harm any of us...
Lie is the way you choose to face reality...
I just want to go on my own way... Don't try to take anything out of me...
You won't end up RIGHT...

My night out at the sea~

2010-11-25T21:43:00.001+08:00

23 November 2010...
Well... It really is a night to remember...
It'll be a great night in my memory maybe it is same as the day when someone proposed to you~ hahaha...
On my way up to Muara Tebas... My car undergo puncture and yaa.. The man of my life came to save my night out... It's my dad... =)
I went into the wrong kampung instead of Muara Tebas... Well, it's the first time I drive at night time to go there... hehehe...
But still I reached my there safely! xD
Now the interesting part began~
Once I step onto that ship... I felt so HIGH~ I love that kinda feeling...
It's like falling in love again... =)
Dad asked me to choose which ship to get on... hahaha...
I chose the biggest one~ =D
Once it Von Boyage... I just went WOOOHUUUU!!!
I don't get any seasick I just enjoy the breezeee...
The wind brushing your face... The sound of the wave hitting the boat...
The MOON! She's the main point of the night! She shine so brightly that I wish I can reach her... Once I lay down at the deck, the stars just looked like dancing around the moon... They're just a perfect match...
The Captain of the boat still cooked some SEAFOOD for us... Crabs and PRAWNS!!! xD
That's what we called SEA-FOOD! Food on the sea fresh and sweet! How nice is it...
I didn't slept well that night...
After 7 hours out in the sea... We dragged our first net up...
Looking at the fish jumping up and down on deck and some jumped back to the sea to grow up for the next catch...
It really is a breathe taking experience...
The sun didn't rise in my way but it looked so beautiful and nice up in the sky...
I never will forget how it felt like not even when the day I got to forget how I love you... =)

不相干...

2010-11-22T00:01:00.004+08:00

其实我们之间早就没关系了啦...只是还是很不甘心...
不甘你利用我的名! 不甘心对你的好都被当废!
除了不甘心还是不甘心加生气!不然的话,关于你的消息我真的不想知道了...
从没想过你是这样...我很怕嘞!跟你讲了那么多，到头来却被你在后面捅一刀！
谁会喜欢啊请问？我的妈呀。。。怕死了！！！
我知道啊...你还有人支持你没关系...结尾希望是你要的那个结局咯~
物以类聚嘛!这么简单的道理北比都懂啦...
哈!你就以为我会比你在意对吧?!不好意思啦!记得本娘是谁一下!
又不是第一天认识我!不爽我就要大大声讲,管你他妈是谁嘞!
讲错等我讲完再改!不是爱耍大牌可是我的牌是比你的大啊!
我又没做错什么...我有讲过你坏话吗?要去哪都会找你先,还酱来耍我?!
老娘我是火一大把啦!你这张纸算老几?
从一开始我就说过了,要当我的好朋友很简单!老实不挖我不捅我半刀就够了...
看来还是我想太多了...人世间情为何物呐!!!!
被毫紧啦...这招还吃的消~
只要井水不犯我河水就好,不然我就请你喝水沟水我先跟你讲!
没事的人不要跟我讲一大堆!不要被一个小鬼,鬼遮眼看不到路等下它就在你前面挖个洞跌死你!
如果读的人认为我在写他/她/它,对不起哦~老娘就是太厉害写得太现实了啦...
对号入座的话我就没话说啦~那是你家的代几!跟我没相干啦!
我就一个字!爽!!!

认为和后来的确定!

2010-11-19T00:07:00.004+08:00

"认为"这东西很好用也蛮准下的啦...
当你认为一样东西不好时就会去怀疑它/他/她
当一个人的名声已经烂了!臭了!冥了!就差没死时,他讲的东西就会像他的人那样!
拜托一下啦乊...醉的人是不会说自己醉了,反过来坏的人也不会说自己坏的!
只能用行动来证明好不好? 用下你的大脑啦...亏书念得比我少但还是比我烂!
丢脸死了! 真是不懂有些人的脸皮为何总是厚得吓死人连鳄鱼都要让三分嘞!
没办法啊...他就以为自己周凸轮很屌嘛哎哟! 拜托!不要一直出来吓人好吗?
酱的人乊到头来只会是一无所有啦!被骗的人也跟到好死真是呵呵呵...笑掉你老母大牙了哙!
有时候连我家的狗都会可怜你嘞...以为自己很聪明是吗?我的天啊!!!
你还真以为鬼很好当啊?面对现实吧,败类!
人的脑不过是那左右两边,中间还有个缝呢...小心点儿,免得到时想太多讲话时漏了洞对着错的人讲对话!
那老母的牙就会掉完啦!没那本事就不要在那边耍赖!到头来哪个piet会给你玩到烂啊?你kuku先烂好不好!
而你认为的精彩看在我眼里只不过是为了掩饰你的一踏糊涂!会有报应的你!
我们就走着瞧!不是不报我就等命运来收拾你!风水轮流转,现在酱对人?以后就会以10倍的代价还给你!
好好一个人不做偏要做人家看不起的小人,贱人和鬼!
呵呵呵! 你真是他妈的鸡歪歪嘞...

Wondering~

2010-11-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

Relationship ha? What does it takes?
Human being... Non human being... Living things... Non living things...
Every single things that live on this Earth got a relationship huh...
Coz that's how things worked out~
I don't like hating you but you make me to...
Don't ever try to be good to me when you're having another one in your mind!
Not every girls' bitch! Mind me!
I'm not the one you can look for when you need something! The service I provided is FRIEND! Friend does has a limit!
Don't try to piss me off! She's a bitch just like others! The words I'd told mostly goes right! And I can't be wrong bout it this time!
FUCK you! Who do you think you are? Someone I can't let go? Think too much! Damn it! There won't be a day that I need to beg you to help me! Pity you! Cibai!
I never take back things I felt regret of! Not even if we are so close before!
Maybe there's once I mind and care bout you much but not now not today not his moment!Fuck off DUCK!That's your future occupation!
I'm sure there'll be a day you'll regret and take back all the things you've done!
But by then, YOU WILL BE TOTALLY DONE!
Haaaaaa~ Finally can release some stress here... There's still a lot to say but this will be the end for today... TO BE CONTINUE...

It's time to RENEW

2010-11-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

Well~ Let's see...
It's has been 3years my dearie since the day I ... you, You know~ =)
2 years back then, "I love you" is the word I always want to tell you
And yet I did~ Now? It seems to be the hardest word I'd told you
not that I'm afraid things might get worst it's just these words turned meaningless
Between the boundaries of friendship and relationship... It's hard to maintain that way
People around me grow... The society we used to been in before had change...
I had a work now and I got grown ups' all around me...
I'm still trying to hold down my footsteps so I won't walk too far
At least I still got a chance to know what's a teenager life feels like...
Not to deny it's hard to find someone to love now but I seems not to be needing it at this very moment...
I enjoyed the way I live now, I really do~
Still having friends around me... Fooling around at the right time...
And I even got my own pet now... She got all my attention...
Everyday I kept on busying around and that 3 months? Ermmm... It changed my way of thinking... I can't keep on hoping you to love me back...
I get tired too kept on chasing you. Well I did enjoyed the process and ya... It taught me lots and lots of things...
I glad we're still a very best friend now (that's what I think)
It's meaningless when you kept on going after a guy who is going after another girl but she's not you... Meanwhile he don't even understands the word "LOVE" itself...
Try not to give someone hope when you really can't give that someone what they need in reality... Reality is cruel and thats the way life is as we know it...
Love isn't all about chasing someone... It's about how you care and how often you think and cherish that very special someone and yet she/he did that in return...
we cant clap with one hand can you? You'll need pair of hand and thats how love works...
At least in the end I kept no regret for loving you...
We are made to be best friend not more and maybe less...
Things just don't work out... Fate just don't let us go that way so, just be friend~
That's you, my friend~

我懂你的不明白~ =D

2010-11-13T20:35:00.004+08:00

不好意思啦~ 顺序会乱点...
人总跟着时间变幻莫测,好坏都由自己打算的说~
现在的好也许经过时间的磨擦就变坏了...
人不会越变越好因为人活着都会88%为自己.
"以牙换牙"是有道理的...
要人家对你好那就先拿出你的好
大多事情你骗得了别人却永远骗不了自己
正所谓"若要人不知,除非己末为"有些道理很容易懂可是真正懂得利用它的人却少之又少
一些人总爱呈强.明知那不是自己要的却为了面子把尊严给出卖了
这样一来好吗? 不开心就说不开心,不然就算对着全世界说自己开心,心还是在哭...
谎言的始终都会是同一个人,坏事传千里...既然说过那还怕啥啊?
朋友不是交来出卖的...知道自己没能力就不要一开始就过河拆桥咯...
何必嘞? 旁观者清是对的... 过了河没了桥要是另一边倒了就没了旧的靠山了...
贪得了一时却换来被人讨厌一世...这样的人生会开心吗?
如果一开始的交际只为了后来的利用和伤害,那"朋友"它的意义是啥?
人与人之间就要酱复杂吗? 不是每个过错都会被原谅忘记的...
不要一而再,再而三的帮自己造孽找绝路...
做人聪明就好不要假聪明.不会有人要当三次白瘛的...
不要一直以为自己很屌,你以为你周杰伦啊?青蛙再会跳也有腿断的时候啊!
况且你是还没跳腿就断完的那只... 人在做天在看呐~
不是不报只是时辰未到...不要把每个人都当白痴在看,因为到头来那个白痴就是自己啦!
线是你减断的要滑的表面是不可能的了...就算接得回也会有很多结存在...

信念....

2010-11-08T01:05:00.002+08:00

我曾经给过他70%的信任...他也让我收回那70%...
我们曾经什么都说一起跑东跑西就因为我什么都没想过...
我不知道你会这样就连现在我任为你很不可思议...
你从不认为自己的所作所为有问题,你认为那些都是"就要酱才对"
你就像一个提着刀划过我人生的小人...你很"伟大"的留下一道疤痕...
我对谁都没法再给予100%的信任...就算每天闹在一块也一样...
我很不喜欢那样...在跟谁都好都要预备一道墙...酱很累噎...
对你说过的事我都很认真的想过...就因为你的背叛全都一扫而空...
我只希望自己随着时间痊愈...就算对你不是喜欢也不是爱只是太多的关心
你却剥夺了它们.那样的话我也只好酱继续下去吧...
你的世界永远你都是对的...我没再渴望你领悟了些什么就希望你没希望了...
我不会再是你的朋友了...对我来说你所说的都是你篇的谎言,分不清哪个真假.
我希望我们从来都没有那么好过...就当我掉进你的陷阱一次...
这跤摔得很重酱就够了...谢谢你的一堂课.
我,是时候毕业了...信任都有个人字可是人却都不能相信人... 可悲呐...

空空的...写什么好嘞???

2010-09-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

人生就像一座巴黎铁塔...啊哈哈...不好意思太闷了太闷了...

我不懂人生像什么因为我的人生还很长的说...(干嘛聊人生嘞?)

算了啦... 来说点别的吧...

阿呆阿呆....我快变阿呆了啦...<

每天不是电脑就是电视还有电话啦...

看戏会自己笑不然就呆呆的...我的天啊还好没到对着墙壁说话的地步...

不是不会享受只是不想出去啦...一个人逛街?闷死了...

突然灵感不见了,拜啦~~~~~~~ xDDD

Weeeee.... My Home!!!

2010-08-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

Arrrhh~ Really miss this kind of feeling.
The time when you drive back home walk into the kitchen and there's mum's cooking waiting for you~
The time when you walk into the living room there's your dad sitting there watching television~
The time when you drag your body upstairs and there's your room waiting for you~
The time when you took your towel and went into the bathroom... Here come's the interesting part~
Hang my towel on the hook, take off my shirt and place it on the sink, hang my bra on the hook and the others just stay on the sink~ weeee... xD
Sit down in front of my computer scrolling the screen up down up down till you've got nothing to do (like usual) BUT I'm home babe~ That's make it unusual!!!
Home sweet home like it used to be and still being~ =)

三更半夜...干嘛呢?

2010-07-31T00:53:00.002+08:00

突然的睡醒.... 打开电脑...
望着它打开msn打开面子书跟平常没两样...
夜深了然而在网上的人却也多了...
老鼠滑上滑下....原以为的很多人就不过那几个...
看着我熟悉的他写着我不熟悉的东西和我不熟悉的人...
我不喜欢那感觉...怪怪的说...
我忽然发现这一切只会是一下下而已...
太多的往来都是这样...一时好的不像样...
一时却彼此都像陌生人那样过自己的生活...
也许人生就是这样, 不然哪来的精彩啊?
当你以为都很好的时候其实只不过是还好而已...
半夜爬起来...开聊天窗和你对话...
说着说着...感觉上我很空的说...就没心情再说些什么...
其实是想问...我算什么? 没人聊时才找的伴?
突然有其他人就聊一半不见? 下线也不说就让我傻傻的等?
这感觉其实都不好受...嘴巴说的没关系啦他只是没空...
我只不过是想知道你好吗? 在做什么呢? 就那么难吗?
我不要只是你无聊没事时才想到的伴...
因为如果真是那样...我情愿你不找我...我会好过一些些...

人啊

2010-07-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

人是世界上最最最复杂的生物...
人都有善良和险恶的两面...
它们从不50:50分一定有一个会倒下
原谅可以来得容易可是忘记它也许永远不来的
"一失足成千古恨"这句话是有它的意义的
每做一件事都要想好后果...
也许当下认为可以承担但往往害了自己别人
做什么都好都不会只是你的事
谁都不爱被骗即使只是自己所谓的善意的谎言
秘密分享了它还是秘密因为只对特定的人说
尊重很重要但你得先尊重别人
说过的...做人啊,永远都不能太过于贪心...
没能力的话就先握住现有的好现有的幸福
但人却往往身在福中不知福而把自己弄得面目全非
真相它永远都是真相...篇再多真相还是会大白的...
不要什么都为自己为中心...
天塌下来的时候你永远都不能一个人扛
"天塌下来的时候不用怕,我帮你扛"能说出这话的人
他一定是个很很好的人...他会敢说因为他知道会有人为他撑腰
不会落到粉身碎骨的地步...
耍帅也要有个限度...聪明呢永远都不要耍...
人之初,性本善...贪得一时,糊涂一世...
好与坏...就不能二选一吗?
即使是说对谁再决定但至少让你的好胜出吧...
你会发现其实大家都很好的...

当初的心跳

2010-07-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

爱上那个感觉...看见你会有的感觉
会突然不知道要怎么打招呼
会突然不懂要说什么
会突然变得胆小
喜欢看你睡着的样子
喜欢你看着我的时候
喜欢和你聊天
喜欢你开心的时候
喜欢你不安的时候
喜欢你的体贴
喜欢你的温柔
爱上你的诚实
爱上你的味道
一次又一次的爱上你
你给的心跳我还没能让别人代替
也许是很蠢很蠢可这就是爱上时最美的时候
没有单纯可言却会很流连忘返...
看来还戒不掉你呢... =)

After so long....

2010-07-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

In the age of 19 I might sound like a 50...
It's like what he'd told me
"When you try to see it closer it seems bigger, when you try to look from far the distance is closer..." I keep it...
Not like I'm assuming myself as a very super duper good girl over here...
But try to ask yourself... Have I ever once treat you bad? Lied to you?
Maybe lying "ya" i admitt it sometimes when necessary...
I don't even understand...
How can a person play so many characters at once in front of different things and people?
Is it fun? As a side viewer I felt tired of the play...
What are you? And Who are you? A minuteman?
Try to be honest at least once... Not to confess of what you'd done but try to tell what's the truth!!!
AARRGHHH...Hell ya...
I don't like to pretend and I'm bad at pretending....
For me is like "What for?" I got less pressure like that...
Won't have to keep on worrying if someday they found out something or what...
Maybe you'll think "Ohh great, this is only your point of view. Don't try to be a lecturer"
Hell I'm not teaching one to live their life just feeling unfair for myself...
"See... Only for your own good" Ya it is!!! It hurts when you learned the truth...
Truth is ugly... Accept the truth and ya I did...
Now it involved my feelings and emotions...
Like hell I want to know... Where's your heart? Don't you keep it in you?
How can you do this to me? Being nice is a crime? Or trusted you makes me a criminal?
I've kill myself because of you and trying to stay alive because of myself...
You know it's hard to struggle between those lines...
I give out chances but no one ever appreciated it...
I'd chose to stay neutral just not to get hurt again...
The lies you'd made they're all bunch of shits you shouldn't even say...
Thanks for being such a jerk...
And hate myself for once in trying to believe in you and yet you lied...

一个人...

2010-06-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

要一个人过三个月呢...
没事的啦~ 我可以的...
只是不喜欢一个的感觉,好怪哦...
不想哭可是会怕嘛... 就算再坚强也好...
没有大家在好静喔....
会习惯吧~ =)
我会好好照顾自己啦...
别担心啦...

19岁...

2010-06-15T17:38:00.002+08:00

还有23天我就19岁了...
今年的19岁总觉得没那么好过
过得很痛很痛...
在我18岁的尾端2010年的6月14日
我... 狠狠的放开了你... 我最最关心了快7年的好朋友
能说能劝的我都讲了... 只是没想到在我们对话结束后的30分钟内
你又和他见面了... 喜欢他对吧? 那你去吧...
我19岁的生日愿望会是希望我从不认识你...
之前你反复的做错我都会原谅但这次不行了...
对于我自己我已无能为力我剩下的"加油"只能留给自己...
对啊,我是哭了...现在也在哭,安慰也是白费的...
至于这个伤心会停留多久我也不想管了...
只能说事情发生的不是时候吧... 在我很累的时候...
对你的关心和伤心把我累垮了...
今年的19岁我也许已经不在这里我也不想庆祝...
它是伤心19我不想要...
看着我喜欢的人喜欢别人看着你变更坏每天的工作
我...好象除了很很很累已经没什么好说了...
把关心好像都留给了大家而忘记了关心自己
不能再像以前那样对你好了对不起(我不再允许自己再那样对你)
我希望你可以反省... 再爱一个人都好这不是爱一个人的方式...
没有了我们要好好过...知道吗?
和你有过的回忆我会收着...
女人总要懂得心疼自己多一些些...
从古至今女人都靠尊严活着...就算是现在这个世纪也好
大人的世界...没我想象的那么容易...
不开心往往乘以开心快乐的两倍...
我也学着在这一切里成长...
希望我身边的大家也一样...
我...过得很不好...

学不会...

2010-05-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

我其实还有很多事情都学不会
学不会不理你,
学不会不想你,
学不会不找你,
学不会放开你就算只有两秒,
学不会不为你心疼,
学不会不去关心你,
学不会对你说谎,
学不会不再因为你而眼睛漏水,
学不会忘记你的温柔,
学不会忘记你有多好,
学不会说你有多坏,
学不会听别人说你不好,
学不会记得你的冷漠,
学不会去在意你"喜欢"她,
学不会不在意你,
学不会在意你给的痛,
学不会很生你的气,
学不会有什么都不告诉你,
学不会隐藏很很喜欢你的心情,
也学不会忘记那个爱你的感觉,
总学着想给你我还可以给,
总会想帮你虽然大多都帮不上,
因为是你... 所以所有的所谓都变的无所谓了?
我学不会不爱你了...

不会错了...

2010-05-10T09:56:00.002+08:00

我找到了我想做的事情了会很努力的去争取它...
我有很多人给我撑腰所以我没在怕...
这个机会我想把握因为再犹豫我会后悔的以后...
就那么暂时我不想再追你了...
等我把所有事情都做好了,要是你还在我会要回你的...
不管别人怎样也不管你会怎样因为你是我最爱的人...
因为一些原因所以现在没想跌死自己
我会等你...等你学会喜欢的时候
有些时候还觉得自己怎么可以喜欢你到这样...(不懂)
就因为很喜欢也很爱所以一切的所谓都变得无所谓了
我有点累了... 暂时就先到这里吧...
我说过了
你是我的!

就先酱咯~

2010-04-19T11:15:00.001+08:00

01/04/2010我开始打工,在宠物店哦...
月薪600是低了点可是在那里工作是学了不少东西
下个月我要换工了,回去妈妈的老家就在那里帮舅舅的忙...
我不是很清楚我的工作内容会是怎样
但我却想去试一试...
去了那里也许会两个星期才回来一次吧...
如果没事我会选择一星期回来一趟
开始工作了,代表说我忙了...
还会不习惯可是久了就会适应吧...
我很舍不得大家但他说追求一些事情的当儿总要把一些东西放开...
也对,我的生活总有人帮我铺好路让我走...
我不反抗因为我相信他们都会给我最好的最好
我的未来还很长...
我现在还想努力的闯...
我不怕也没在怕,因为有很多很多人给我撑腰!
不管是现在还是以后,他们都会在我记忆里面~

青春就要酱!!!

2010-03-29T09:03:00.002+08:00

每天忙上忙下的大家们~ 多久没好好HIGH一下啦?
这些期间我都好忙呢...忙什么呢? 哈!!! 忙着乱来一场~ xD
别羡慕我,你也可以啊!!! 就只要约几个猪朋狗友就够啦~
大家一起去吃吃饭,飙飙歌(看看谁有在偷练),喝多点儿酒(大家来去疯一晚吧!)
年青的每一页都不可以留白啊! 可是不要把年青的"夜"乱留上白啊!
这个世界上没有多拉A梦也没有时光机,时间就在你手里...
你可以选择自己为它彩上华丽的色彩而不让别人图黑它...
疯得刚好快乐和痛快就会来,疯得过火痛苦就上门就这么简单
聚在一起要懂得珍惜,以后没了至少回忆还是那么疯狂!!!
不是每个人的青春都可以酱有火力的!
我们的青春我们来主宰,没关系的请靠边看!(学着点...)
哈!!! 有时还真想乱来一场呢~ xD
大家把手举起来!!! 跟着我喊"我很HIAO!!!"
就要酱玩啦~

好想哭...只想哭...我哭了...

2010-03-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

我没法面对...我不想面对...可是我一定要面对...
面对你们离开的事实...
那个陪着我成长的欢笑声,吵闹声...
让我学着爱的他,学着坚强,学会珍惜,学会心痛,学着就只有他的我...
他对我的承诺变了...他还是选择了要离开
离开这个我很爱很爱他的地方...
我很在乎这个得不到的温柔因为我感觉得到...
还有让我担心的大家们...
没有了你们的欢笑吵闹我会怀念的...
别对我说"别难过"因为我是爱哭鬼
少了你们的陪伴我的世界不再完整...
每次说起都会很痛很痛...
我却没能做什么也无言以对 =(
回忆甜蜜的当儿...埋伏的痛却乘以它的两倍...

haizzz....

2010-03-12T14:01:00.002+08:00

是直觉还是错觉呢?
我什么都不需要...

你以为[爱]是什么?

2010-03-07T00:38:00.003+08:00

[爱]和[喜欢]扯不上关系,
[爱]做得到的东西[喜欢]做不到...
那么[爱]和[金钱]呢? 它们又有什么关系?
有钱的时候爱一个人很容易? 没钱的话就什么都不用谈?
钱是很重要也很难有...爱呢? 它远远比钱更难找...
每个人的看法不同, 有些人认为没钱就不用想爱...
是这样吗? 没错啊,现在这个世界就是那么现实什么都是钱...
钱钱钱... 烦不烦啊? 不会, 讲到钱谁不要啊?
钱是物品, 爱是感情... 它们在何时扯上了那乱伦的关系啊?
因为现在你有钱所以才说得简单... 是么? 是真的这样吗?
难道就因为钱的关系付出的全都废了? 那么还拿钱来谈真爱干嘛呢?
反正再怎么努力,别人都不当一回事... 这么说来不委屈吗? 不觉得可悲吗?
那么这样说来穷人就不用说爱咯? 因为他们没有钱所以没资格说[爱]...
对,有个伴的时候花的钱也是双倍的... 可是就不能说大家开心就好吗?
难道就要这样计较吗? 那倒不如一生都自己过...
真是不懂诶... 为什么就是有人会让[钱]来决定自己[爱]的权力?
那也不就等于剥夺了自己[幸福]的权力吗?
为什么要这样呢? 就那么大不了吗?
钱大多是胜利的一方...可是爱呢? 它几时变得那么没价值了啊?
问你自己吧...每个人的想法不同... 现实它就是那么[现实]... =(
[钱]没了可以努力赚回来...[爱]呢? 它走了,就不会回头跟你说"我回来了"

我的青春

2010-03-01T16:28:00.002+08:00

啊!!!!!! 今天真是无聊透顶了啦... 我把一半的天都用来睡觉...
没事做就想他们咯~ =D
七个男+女=一群不知会干嘛的年轻人
这就是我们的青春活力!!! YeaY
我们常常都会聚在一起...除非大家都在忙不然都会齐全啦...
在一起都做什么呢? 问得好啊~
都一起疯, 一起狂, 一起笑, 一起说些有的没的有时也会正经啦...嘻~
一起开心...伤心?好像都没有吔...
我的青春是他们...他们是我的!!! =D
唉哟...脾势啦...今天真的没什么灵感欸...
那就先说这么多咯...改次一定给补上噢~
嘻嘻嘻...

我的胡思乱想

2010-02-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

想毕大家都想过身边的人会随着时间慢慢的变少...
自己疼爱的人不能渴望他们永远都在身边
因为大家都有那一片属于自己的梦想
虽然是很希望自己有一种能力把大家都藏好
可是就算再多的不舍总还是得放手的...
因为只有这样对大家才是最好的至少大家都知道自己想要的是什么...
这样一来以后再见面也不会因为挽留而有了遗憾
我常有在想啊不管它会不会实现我还是会想象...
再过个一两年啊...如果老爸的店面开成了我就会去帮他的忙...
没想过这么早脱离学院的生活啊可是没办法
该来的还是会来因为不该来的它抢前报到了...
还记得我生命里那最最最重要的6个人吗?
他们啊...真的真的很重要嘛...
我不能想象他们离开的景象...我...我一定会崩溃...
泪一定会把机场给淹没...
Winnie和文倩啊...是我的伴侣...
不管是什么事什么地方想去他们有空一定奉陪
要是他们去了西马还是新加坡...我得去哪里找我的女伴们啊?
虽然说不远一年可以来回很多次可是拜六...拜日...还有谁陪我去唱歌...
吃Pitanak那便宜有大碗的steak和lok-lok啊?
我的心事达人又少了一个...给我建议的人没啦...聊天的伴也少了...
没有人选了啦...怎么办啊?
爱喝酒却容易醉的爱慕者...你啊...我最不放心了...
在别人的地方要小心啊...我不能保护你了啊...
Vernon我这突如其来的儿子...
玩家家酒玩上瘾了哟...还好你不是我真正的儿子不然啊...我铁定伤心死...
因为现在这样就够让我伤心的了...
我只希望你可以好好的过你想要的生活...
保持你的疯你的狂...不要忘记我就好了...(我知道你不会)
记得啊...你说要疼我一辈子的...
这一辈子就算会很短可是没关系...
去了别的地方别乱喝酒啊...你醉了就睡给人奸了都不知道
也不可以强奸人啊!!!
Teddy我儿子的老爸却和我撤不上关系的人...
虽然说过你不会离开的毕竟这里满足不了你的期望
也许你会离开也说不定
对不起...你总试着说明我都不管
因为你已答应别人了...没办法啊...
你不在的话啊...和我聊天的人好像都没了呢...
伤心的时候都会找你因为你会静静听不会说...
虽然说就算你要离开也是三四年后的事...
就是没办法不想啊...
你也是啊...去了别的地方别乱喝啊...
醉醒总是不记得自己做过什么的人...醉了也说没醉的瓜...
就是那么爱呈强的个性...醉到乱都说还好的人...
哲斌啊...常借你的地方有时还真不好意识啦...
总害你被你老爸骂...
你也会走的对吧? 深学嘛...没办法(你会这样说)
那也会是三四年后的事啦...
偶尔跟我说心事的人没啦...因为通常只有你(我很荣幸呢)
Andy啊...这个傻傻的瓜~不知道他会去哪里嘞...
如果也走了...就看不到这样傻傻到有点白痴的人了啦...
醉了却直说没醉的人...醉了会说自己hiao的人...
就是你一个啦...
大家念了一定都觉得我很傻...干嘛要想那么多啊...
大家又不是飞了就不回来了...
况且都不知道结果的假设想那么多干嘛?
可是...这就是我啊...爱胡思乱想的我才是我嘛...
未来是个未知数...我想象的也许从来都不会来...
它也许会慢来,走的人不一样...
不过没关系,我就是爱想些有的没的...
未来的惊喜我期待着现在的快乐我拥有着
我很开心我认识你们真的...

没怎样...

2010-02-24T09:42:00.002+08:00

有个女孩她喜欢这个男孩很久很久了...
女孩总是不顾一切的付出虽然她知道这么做也许不会有回报...
她跟男孩告白过...男孩却一再的说"我们只可以当朋友..."
女孩是很伤心可是她对他的喜欢已经无法自拔了就像是着了魔吧...
女孩还是很不在乎的继续着...
男孩总是让女孩搞不懂...他的拒绝也不知在何时开始不再拒绝了...
她很期待却也不敢再大胆的说出来了...
女孩一直一直都希望和男孩可以存有一点点那只属于他们的秘密...
女孩很想和他许下他们的承诺然而男孩却已和别人有了约定...
女孩很清楚男孩在想什么也许就因为酱所以她都会退让...
即使因而受伤的是自己她都还是不听不停的喜欢着他...
男孩也许一辈子都不会懂女孩的喜欢...
女孩有时也很担心自己给得太多而偶尔退缩...
女孩感觉得出男孩因为一些原因总是在压抑着自己...
她猜的也许不对可是男孩的不说让她只好这样...
女孩希望男孩还记得答应过她的事也许他已经不记得了她又能怎样呢?
女孩的期望很简单...
她只想让男孩知道她承经那么喜欢他以前是现在也是...
以后的以后只等着以后来说...
不管那时彼此的身边是谁都好...
只要他和她可以幸福那样就好了...
因为至少男孩知道女孩是那么的喜欢他...
就因为他的特别让女孩不想错过...
错过的永远要不回失去的证明有过至少还可以怀念很久很久...
她没能做什么只要大家还在她就可以多爱他一天...
就算以后老了男孩想起来的时候可以说这个女孩喜欢我很久哦...
男孩告诉过女孩...
如果以后别人问你你最想要的是什么?你就答他/她你想要快乐...
也承经有一个人对女孩说过...
以后如果你选择了那样做就不要后悔自己的选择因为那是你的决定...
往前踏出一步之后就不要再回头了...
不管它有多坏它始终都是你的决定... 不是吗?
是啊,喜欢上就喜欢上了...还能怎样吗?
就是没怎样...

我的童年...

2010-02-22T16:12:00.003+08:00

每个人都会有一段属于自己的童年回忆...

不管它是好的还是坏的...它还是陪着我们长大的回忆~

小时候的我可是很man的啦... 什么都可以玩... (呵呵)

从最普通的换装娃娃到最男人的WWF都有啦...

大人都说小时候的我和我老姐都是很爱哭的臭小子

除了老妈谁都别想碰我们 =P 跩嘞...

以前的玩伴都是表哥们为多...

我最最最喜欢的就是过农历新年和放长假了...

因为大家都回齐聚一堂祖孙三堂一起开开心心的过年....

这是本小姐的一岁生日啦~

我... 非常可爱吧!!! =P

我八岁的时候是没牙的小妞~

那是老姐和刚出生不久的老妹...

哈哈~ 这是陪着相家一家大小长大的家!!!
一直让我回味无穷的大家!!! =D

这只是前面... 更厉害的可藏在这屋子的后头哦... (嘻嘻)

呛呛!!! 就是它啦它啦!!!

这个通道是河流的上端了...下边还有呢...

虽然现在的它已没现在所见那么的清澈了可是它可是看着我们长大的呢...

是不是人都很自私呢? 小的时候都急着要长大... 长大了却希望自己从来都没大过...

我很很爱我的童年... 如果我有机会我一定会把相家拿过来好好重修...

保留那一个属于我而我想让它属于我们的地方...

我的酒精新年

2010-02-22T07:51:00.002+08:00

今年的农历新年都在酒精里度过... XD
直年30那天到农历初八本姑娘都沉迷在酒精的国度里...
还好几次喝的醉熏熏的但不自于到失意的状态~ =D
很开心也有点不可思议...
没有照片可提供~ =P
不好意思啦...

19岁的除夕夜...情人节

2010-02-14T01:57:00.002+08:00

18年来...除夕夜和情人节都是一个人或和家人过的
19岁的这一年却有你和你们一起过...
很谢谢大家愿意陪我啊...
虽然人数还是缺了陷可是还是我第一次过的最最开心的...
虽然说这情人节不是两个人过却对我来说是很很感动的了...
谢谢你的到来...也非常谢谢你收下了我那很不一般的情人节礼物...
这是我第一次在这个节日送礼物给男生诶...
你收下了自然而然的对我来说意义重大了...
也许对你而言那也许不算什么可是却可以让我怀念好一阵子咯...
就算我们之间不会有什么改变...我会永远记得你...
你是我第一个送上礼物的男生第一个哦....
我啊...才是应该很谢谢你的那一个人啦....
真的很谢谢...
在新的一年里没想过要放弃...这样就很好了....
也很谢谢今天来我家的朋友!!!
大家!!! 新年快乐也祝你们情人节快乐喔!!! =D

没有...

2010-02-11T02:32:00.002+08:00

在喜欢你的时空里努力的寻找那一个属于我的那一点点回忆...
在那看起来开心的后面呈强着就算说起也假装我也没怎样...
无法说得太多... 只可惜你从不属于我... 我的宝贝...
很耐心的等着... 还等着呢...

Baked Cookies and HAND~

2010-01-27T11:21:00.002+08:00

Bake till 0200am this morning~ =="

Accompany mum coz she afraid of GHOST... Hundreds of RABBITs' head~

Branded "PLAYBOY" cookies ohh~

=D Very expensive de ohh~

hurmmmm~ My hand...

Accidentally touch the tray when I remove it from the oven...

This is what I get~

Recently~

2010-01-25T10:25:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since I last used English on my Blog~
Many things happened recently and mostly last week... Wednesday till Sunday~
Nothing too sad (ahem) Nothing too HIGH (ahemhem) and it is still an ordinary day~
First to mention, I permed my hair and I officially turned back into Ah Q once again...
No photo for this coz I haven't had a best shot... =P
Tell you what happened last week~ Follow the photos below and you will find me~

This is my Mighty Unser~

Abviously he got some SCARS for no reasons!!!

I went to hospital for some deal on Saturday...

I went in for not more than 10min!!!

And this F***ing person hit my car!!!

Celaka punya orang!!!

So pissed off and mood ruined on that very day...

I don't know what this ngong ngong de girl standing there for...

But she is not Shiny enough to cover the car~ =POn the very same day~

Dad sold QAC900 and brought home this new guy named QAS8978...

It suppose to have the same number as my phone 8678 but it is not available...

I am still waiting for a chance to get my hand on him~ (hiak hiak~)

Saturday night~
Out with Teddy, Vian, Chek Pin, Non, Andy and Cyndi...
We went for steamboat organized by LCP...
Later then, we went to the open air theatre for a walk and a talk~
Winnie joined us for the walk after her RM50 wedding dinner...
Laugh a lot at that very night and very HAPPY to see everyone again!!!

Sunday morning till NIGHT!!!
Start from 1130 till 2210~
I spent my day with Winnie!!!
We sang from 1210 till 1845!!!(7hrs)
Can you imagine that? Only the 2 of us nei!!!
These 2 crazy niu sang till they almost lost their voice but have FUN~
Even when I talk all my pitches are so out of place!!! =P
Very HAPPY to have Winnie yesterday...
We talk and talk a lot and get updated on what's going on...
Should find a day and night SLEEP with her~ =D

Well, these are all I would like to share for now~
Stay tune for more to come~ =D

我的心事布落格~

2010-01-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

我的布落格也是我的心事库~
在这里向你告白了无数次... 写着试着放弃也无数次....
是经期在搞怪吗? 还是现在真的这样啊?
对你的喜欢还是爱我不懂是那一个...
我很想有个人来依赖来让我宝贝...
对你有感觉不是一两天了一年多出很多很多天了....
喜欢...放弃...喜欢...放弃... 很多很多次了...
今天突然觉得我好心疼自己吖为什么要这样子呢?
只是想谈个恋爱还是很想得到你罢了?
两个都要吧... 每次都会很想你却不能说...
很希望在传给你的讯息里说很想你很很喜欢你可是都不能说...
你只想要朋友的关系你说我也只好这样为了不让你讨厌我...
试着不找你...过了一天...两天...三天...自己却开始慌了...
总试很努力很努力的试着慢慢解放对你的喜欢却一点都做不到...
有时会觉得很对不起你... 却发现更对不起我自己...因为始终都放不开...
跟你说的东西可以很多很多可是你不是我的... 埋怨多了怕你烦就不多说...
我不是美女我知道... 我很女强人(也许)... 我真的不懂了说我不想再懂只会是骗自己...
你不会回复我的感情我也知道就是这样喜欢吗?
可能就是经期在作祟吧(也许) 就这样吧... (这样好吗?)

大雨前的暴风雨...

2010-01-12T19:05:00.002+08:00

老爸变帅了...老妈的安全感似乎开始不安全了...
每年都这样...haizzz...
两个人随便加加也都有八十有几啦...
有时啊真的搞不懂吖...是不是每个女人或是女生都一样呢?
老爸是个很爱跑来跑去的人...有了生意就有应酬有些时只是去Happy嘛...
至于老妈除了卖鸡肉以外就是照顾我们的生活起居啦...
老妈的毛病很严重... 小心你讲的话啊不然*呵呵*待会儿你就知道
每次老妈爱开老爸的玩笑可是到头来却自己玩不起... =="
每次都说"haiya...没什么啦.."多一下就去找老爸吵架...
最近学会了sms...懒惰type了就直接打去干架...
是女人的安全感在作祟吧...
(*ahem* 老爸,有钱就尽管给我吧...不用去外面) =D
Haizzz....大人的世界总是那么难懂啊...
看来再过不久我家要下雷雨啦...(最好不要!!!) >.<

生病了啦...

2010-01-10T17:21:00.002+08:00

明天要考试了啦还生病嘞...
好死不死要考试才来生病!!!
我知道我要放假了啦也不用酱嘛.. >.<
很不好受哪!!! X.X
像个要死不活的人(简单来讲像ZOMBIE啦)
Hummph~ 气死人啦!!!
快快好起来吧!!! (他麻的)

给一个人...

2010-01-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

喂, 看见了记得要念完啊...
喜欢你的心情好像不是我说要停就停(很烦)
可是就是很很很喜欢(我也不懂)
你对别的女生好我会嫉妒(却没权力说啥)
对你的信任总是多那么一点点(幸好只有一点点)
很喜欢和你聊天因为你什么都说
有时侯你却有点蠢...
就是不懂为什么你那么难忘记
试着不去想的时候你又会以很巧合的方式出现
脑袋试着不理你时心里却在意个要命
我的脑袋瓜真的坏了吧
也许时间到的时候不早了的时候我...可以吧~
只能这样了吗? 因为你的回答总是一样
而我对你试着升出的手你从来都不试着拉...

我眼里的大家

2009-12-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

我十八了...
中学只上了五年,却和你们这六只撤上"阴魂不散"的关系
Winnie和文倩随便算算都有五年了...
Teddy,Vernon,Andy和哲斌随便来都也三年了...
跟你们总是有数不清的回忆...
开心也好,伤心也好,发骚也好就算连发疯也罢...
我的伴一直是你们,我很开心...
就算说三五年不算什么但和你们感觉上好像已认识了好多个十年
Winnie啊她是我最最最信任的了
每次有事我都会找她因为她会给我选择,她的想法
我们会一起疯一起闹可是我们俩却不曾吵过
文倩啊她是kutu也是我莫名的爱慕者
和她一起感觉就很想保护她
我对她的信任没那么多因为她很怪
跟她我吵过很多次忘了是为什么了啦
我记得我呼过她巴掌因为她以前很无理取闹乱来一场都行
对她我总是想不通也不太想懂只要她可以学着保护自己就谢天谢地了
以前不会驾车时我放假都会人间蒸发
这一年是我拥有最多回忆的一次吧*开心*
好啦接下来说说这四个男生
Teddy是我分享最多心事的男生因为我相信他不会到处说
他什么都可一听我说可是有些时候我很想说却怕会很麻烦所以就不说了
和他的认识真正算起来只有两年吧
对我来说他做事都很任真很有主见可以放心
有时他会太过余大男人主见很讨人厌
我很喜欢跟他诉苦就算他有时都帮不上忙可是就会好过一点
他很爱钱因为对他来说有钱做什么都可以
Vernon和Teddy一样都是我喝酒的好朋友
Vernon我很少和他说三倒四可是每次他都知道我要说什么
他很花心很不会讨好人
他对每个女生都可以很好很贱
对我来说他不是很可靠啦有大部分时间都很没主见
Andy啊他很笨然后又傻傻到有点白痴
每次和他出去他会突然静静坐在那里按他的电话不问还会忽略他的存在
对他我知道的不多也没想去知道*呵呵呵*
至于刘哲斌这个男生啊我也不是很知道要怎么说他
说他感性倒不如说他自以为是多一些(看到了别生气)
他很峻皮(翻译去福建话)也很多根筋
他有事时有些时候会找我要我给意见这点我大多都帮得上忙啦
他大部分时间很敏感很对号入座(我不想说太多)
可是有时却很会劝人然后自己做不到 *哈哈哈*
还有还有他酒量差尽到没话说
他们四个都很不一样却有一点很一样
就是啊他们都喜欢文倩(谁都不必狡辩因为很明显)
对我来说他们六个都很重要尤其是Winnie和文倩
就当我们上辈子互相相欠好了我还是希望下辈子可以再来一次
我还想要和你们一起拥有很多很多我们的回忆而不是只有我的
以后的路大家都不同我很不喜欢可是毕竟这是人生的回转
只可以尽量和大家聚在一起一起笑一起疯一起拥有彼此
我很想说能认识你们我很开心
至少还是有对我来真的朋友不必假上假下做自己就好啦 =)

My Not Alone X'mas Eve~

2009-12-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

My Christmas Eve~ I am not alone ohh~ =>

I've spent my whole day with Winnie ohh~ My date of the day laa~
And many unbeliveable things happened today... xD
I spent RM10 for 2 TOTO numbers at KFC today... (Half charity laa)
I got a bouquet of fake rose by using some others' lucky card which cost RM250... =="

This Roses... =="

I still hardly believe it I won it...

My Christmas Present~ =>

This is my DatE of the day... =>

We started to date from 1200p.m. till 1130p.m.

We together got Roses~ =D

Three of us here... Went to get something to eat after the concert thing...

Lee Lee... Why only half?!!! xD

My Admirer & Pie~ <3

2009-12-13T20:27:00.002+08:00

I have an admirer~
This admirer love me for a long period of time even till now~ =>
Admirer called me Pie~
Admirer wrote this letter for me last year~
See... I still keep it... =*
Sometimes I love you but sometime I hate you... =P
I know you wrote this because I am too close to other people at that time~
Admirer ahh~ Sorry that Pie never accepted you...
You are too special to be mine~ =>
Thanks for all the L.O.V.E you gave and non-stop giving now~
Pie is happy to have you laaa~ ^^
Pie will keep it till I lost my house laaa~ =>
Admirer~ Pie is very very down now....
Pie has no clue on what to do.... ='(

L.O.V.E always~ Ur Cutie Pie (Muackzzzz)

开心~ =>

2009-12-09T23:17:00.001+08:00

什么都可以不要...
只要有你就好了...

习惯...你...

2009-12-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

习惯了你的陪伴...
习惯了你的关心...
习惯了你的倾听...
习惯了你的脾气...
习惯了你的笑脸...
习惯了你的存在...
习惯了喜欢的你...
不习惯没有你... ='(

My Dates... =>

2009-12-06T16:22:00.004+08:00

Having my DaTE yesterday~ =>

A DatE ohh... a DATE!!! =D

Now...

Let me show you my date mate...

Make sure you don't laugh out ahh~ xD

TaaaDAaaAaa~

PIGGGGIEEES!!! xD

Hiak Hiak~ How CuTe... =>

Ah Non & Me~ =>

My admirer and me~ =>

This is Winnie laaa~

Winnie and Me laaa~ =D

We 4 went out whole day laa~

Having fun...

Breakfast with Non in the morning...

Badminton with Winnie, Michael, Vian, Jing Jing and Non~ =>

Watched "Couple Retreats" with Winnie, Non, Vian, and Wui Yung... =>

Non ahh... You driving very scary... =="

喜欢...

2009-12-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

喜欢你...
喜欢你的笑...
喜欢你开心...
喜欢你看的电影...
喜欢你听的音乐...
喜欢你说话的表情...
喜欢你陪着...
喜欢看着你...
喜欢你的喜欢...
可是... 我走不下去了...
我承认... 我很很很舍不得...
曾经很开心... 也曾经伤心...

"你累积给的伤害,我是真的很难释怀..."
"而我对你的期待,被你一次次摔坏... 已经碎成太多块...
要怎么拼凑跟重来..."
就这样吧...

怕了...

2009-12-04T08:44:00.002+08:00

你很恐怖!!! ><
如果可以我会选择不要认识你...
你很不好...很不好...
和你一起每次都要有防备...
很累...很累....
这不是朋友之间该有的吧...
可是你真的很恐怖...
每次只要一不小心...
我要的一切都会被你拿走...
你真的很恐怖!!! ><

Orang Utan??? Where???

2009-11-30T20:52:00.004+08:00

Having a date with Vian, Winnie and Wendy today~ =>
We went to 10th miles to see Orang Utan... =>

May us PRESENT to you...

*Qiang Qiang Qiang... QIANG!!!*

The ORANG UTAN!!! xD

Hug Hug~ =>

We actually hugged the orang utan as u can see... =>

I apparently molested the orang utan... xD

Believe that? I also don't believe it~ xD

I only can said she really has a pair of HARD BREASTS!!! xD

Winnie... Boxed the *egg* or *ham*... =X
Molesting its' BUTTS!!! xD

Hehe~ Me too...

What a BIG BUTTS!!! xD

Bought myself a ranger hat... =>

We thought and expected to see some orang utans...

However...

As the Ranger said...

"DOn't put on high expectation, you might not see any of them..."

==" F them...

We still managed to see the Orang Utans...

In A...

LIST!!! =="

The Orang Utans did not show up because of the rain...

I don't really minded since I managed to see a handsome western guy here... =P

Sometime~ ='(

2009-11-24T07:59:00.002+08:00

有些时候...
我真的真的很累...很累...
我一直一直选择不去诚实的面对...
总找个安慰自己的谎言...好让自己好过一些...
总爱说你是笨蛋...自己才是笨蛋吧...
因为喜欢上一个傻瓜...
我喜欢的你喜欢她...
你喜欢的她喜欢着他...
对不到吧...
总不想这样的啦...
可是...
真的很喜欢很喜欢你吧...
才会选择...
选择这样的伤害自己...
全部的"没关系"都是在骗自己啊...

他麻的!!!!!!

2009-11-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

我不知道现在的我要些什么了啦!!!
他奶奶的好啦!!!
干嘛要让你把我弄的这么不知所措啦...
喜欢你也讨厌你啦白痴!!!
你笨蛋!!!

UCSI Prom Night laaa~

2009-11-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

Dolly & Me =>

Wuuuhuuuu~

Me in my dress~ xD

ELsie & Me~ =>

Wuuuhuuuu~
hehehehehehehehehe~
This PRETTY GIRL here...
She "sapu" UCSI prom queen for 2nd time le ohh~
Glad she will not be here again next year...
If no then others won't get the chance... xD

Actually this Prom Night is kinda BORING!!!
Have sudden "cold field" happened... =="
But is kinda funny too...
Watching the Prom Queen dance like..... =X
hehehehehehehehe~

一日课~ =>

2009-11-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

今天的我闷到跑去和他们一起上Chemistry啦...
原本有种想加入的冲动...可是却没有恶化...
因为我发现一切的一切只是瞬间的"很像"
它却永远不会一样了...
班上的吵闹声永远还是少了我们"建起"来的默契...
嘻嘻哈哈少了大家就已经没意义了啦... ='(
在这个班不到两个钟...可是却可以明显的感觉到...
有些习惯永远都不会散...因为它是人的本性吧...
不知道是庆幸, 开心, 伤心还是舍不得...
就是觉得没有一样的一样了...
剩下的只有异样...

很开心还有一次机会和你们一起上课啦...

你,就是那个你啦...

2009-11-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

想了好久好久,我发现...
我一直都没有把你留在后面...
你一直跟着我前进...
试着不让还喜欢你的感觉再一次吞没我...
可是它却越来越强烈了啦... 怎么办啦...
收起来咯,还能怎么办... =>

最近的你比以前容易亲近多了...
我很开心,因为你在我身边原有的武装少了一些...
我不再把这些看成你喜欢我的错觉...
因为你不会离开了...
喜欢你我真的真的很开心...

你生气了我会怕...
你伤心了我会心疼...
你烦我也没好到哪里...
我们之间的话提也多了...
我感觉得到啦...你变很好了....

不管以后会怎样...
喜欢你的感觉会留到下一个别的他出现吧...
你的存在我的空虚会少一些...
不会觉得很慌很乱...
好像你不会再和我说话了...
这就是爱一个人的自私吧...
Hehe...
喂,你啊...
我还喜欢你哦... =>

WaaaaaAaa~

2009-11-13T09:49:00.002+08:00

When was the last time I viewed my Bloggie~ =E

Don't really have much to say cause all these days are busy with school works~

Exam is coming next week~ =>

Finished my final assignment...

Exams come...

Holiday 3 days...

Summer Semester starts...

UwAaaaaa~

== Really busy...

But can go play gok~ =D

No oil adding for me...

I just can do my best~ =>

Enjoying actually while being so bo eng... =D

That's me laaa~ Always like this one~ hehe xD

What is it?

2009-11-08T20:10:00.003+08:00

What is the thing that I actually seek for in this complicated feeling?

Stupid!!! Stupid!!! Very Stupid!!! ><

2009-11-03T11:05:00.002+08:00

Fire Practice at Swinb!!!! ><

A very idiot thing to do on a rainy day!!!

I am soaked and FREEZING now!!! SHIT!!!

How am I going to recover like this!!! ><

='( I am out of my body~

Very very very uncomfortable!!! ><

='( Sad~

Today Arr~ Hmmpphhh

2009-11-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Today is Grandma memorial day~
It's also the fourth day I have my fever~
Hmmpphhh~
Supposely it should be gone after I sweated so much after badminton!!! ><
Feeling so weak for these few days~
== tired my dear~ really tired~
Heartache too~ ='(
Hope to get well soon...

从哪里开始???

2009-10-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

嗯~
如果我是一副画... 那就让你当画家吧...
选择你也许是我对自己的惩罚吧...
选择这一段也许不会有后来的感情没其他原因...
只因为我没放开你的勇气...
选择一次又一次的让自己受伤... 没关系...
你还在...

我没有其他女生那么女生...
我没她们的身材... 美貌...
我没她们可爱... 撒娇... 温柔...
她们有的我也许都没有...
可是有一样她们都不会有...
她们没有比我更喜欢你 =>

当别人问起...
"你和那个男孩怎样了?"
我只能傻笑着回答...
"他啊... 就只有这样啊... 还能怎样... 他很难追的嘞..."
我变成了"男主角"...
很厚脸皮吧... =>
明知道你遥不可际... 可是还是想向你跑去...
有时候我会问自己...
这是习惯还是喜欢? 我不会知道...
这一次...
不管你选择逃避或走开... 我还想停留一下下...

你真的真的很难追...
这样说很怪哦~ 可是我喜欢 =>

Ah Non!!! Teddy!!! Me!!!

2009-10-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

o.O Owh Owwwhhh~

Hehehehehe~

I am so gonna take it!!! xD

Ahahahahaha~

It is mine now~

(No way Hippo!!! Tats mine!!! ><)

I won't put my lips on it!!!

I swear to Teddy and Ah Non...

Unless I have it with you two!!! ><

AArrrrrHHHHH~

What A Great Damn Temptation!!! ><

(Go Dry up my Camus sien!!! =P)

Tonight + Last Night =

2009-10-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

A Great Night!!! xD

Last Night~
Hanging out with Teddy, Vian, Andy, Vernon, Ah Zek & "Dance"
Althought me and Teddy reached 101 at 7pm as we promised
But the others seems to be the VVIP...
After 1hr then 1hr15mins then 1hr30mins
All of us finally "arrived"
Laughing hard whole night
Knowing many things that I had been left behind
Knowing their weirdness
Knowing that they are my friends after all~

Tonight~
Badminton's Night as usual
Just a bit late
Having great fun with
Teddy, Vian, Winnie, Ah Di, Andy & of course Iguana
Hehe~
Tonight don't sweat as much as the last time
But I had FUN!!! =>
Ah Di paiseh I won again this time~ =P
Ah Non next time must come with me ohh~
You promised~

Conclusion!!!
I had two Great Nights
Which after + - * / =
A Great Night!!!
But my left knee ='(

Racquet On My Face!!!

2009-10-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

Having my badminton session with
Cyndi, Teddy, Clement, Iguana, Simon, and 2 new friends...
During the play...
Something interesting happened...
I turned my back to get the shuttle cock
Which belongs to Ah Di...
Then... *PIAK*
Ah Di's racquet beautifully smashed on my right face~
She is pretty nervous...
I still have to comfort her while having a pain... =>
Ah Di...
See~ My face~
Only one small cop niaa~
After all still so cute laaaa....
Hehe... Don't worry le laaa...

Puppies Kia~

2009-10-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

Four little buddies...

I don't know when will you guys will be seperated...

But you are all really CUTE!!! XD

Sleep sleep sleep is what you four know now...

Wish you all grow up healthily ohh...

Muackzzzz....

"One Night Stand" with PME~

2009-10-18T19:56:00.005+08:00

This night begins here~

This photo is blurr...

But you still know who's in it laaa... =>

Swinburne's Geng
Start from the left of back row...

Simon Sim, Clement Lau, Terry Sim

From the left of front row...

Amelia Siong(me), Pn. Poh Meng Eng & Cyndi Chong.

Kuching Town No.2 Geng...

Start from the left of back row...

Jong Sun Zek, Andy Chen, Ong Jyh Wen

From the left of front row...

Fanny Law, Pn. Poh Meng Eng & Vivian Voon.

Politechnic Matang & UCSI...

Jordan Tan, Pn. Poh Meng Eng & Ang Wan Joe.
Kuching Town No.1 Geng...
Pn. Poh Meng Eng & Vernon Chang.
Night at HOME!!!
To prove my existence...
*V* These are my fingers ohh... =>

To night really is the night...
Meeting all my long lost classmates/friends...
Ermmm...
Everyone turned a bit mature already...
Still playful but errrr...
Not the same...
Hehe.. Nvm...
Most important thing is...
We still remember each other names...
The feeling we have for everyone...
Ermmm!!!
You guys really are a GREAT GREAT!!!
Bunch of friends ohh~

Cognac Camus XO Superior~

2009-10-14T13:57:00.002+08:00

This bottle of XO is one of my fav. drink...

Hehehe...

See the red line? Thats it Original volume before I touch it~

After two months....

Muahahahaha... Oooopppssssiii~

The liqour "vaporized" into my mouth!!! XD

Wahahahaha....

Very HOT ohh~ Good to drink when bad mood~

Hehehehe....

It will still continue to eveporise till someday

When it is dried up!!!! XD

Liqour Liqour Liqour!!! YeaY!!!!

HAizz... Headache When See These 3 "Musketeers"

2009-10-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

Start from the left...
Fidelis Gabriel Lim(Beaver), Philip Quincy(Lamborghini),Nicholas Jedd Hong(Iguana)
Haizz... These 3 modern "Musketeers"
Speechless... Just wanna introduce them... =>

Mickey & Puppies Kia~

2009-10-10T17:00:00.004+08:00

On the 8th of Oct 2009... We welcome new members...
Mickey gave birth to 4 little ones...
I named her Mickey instead of Minnie even though she is a she...(hehe...)
All these tiny mini mainy creatures are all BLACK!!!
They are consisting of 3 girl girl girl and 1 boy...
Same as the kids my mum has at home now...(Copydog... XD)

We don't even know that she was pregnant till the day she gave birth...=="
But we know who is the DADDY.... It's BOBBY the dog!!!
Bcoz the other 2 male doggies are already 'cut'...(ahahahaha...)
And Bobby is the only one who is MIB...
Haizz...
When you put 3 guys and 1 girl together...
This is the output you may get...
And TaaDaa...
This is the result of investment laa...
You will only get more!!! (wakakakakakaka...)

The Most Beautiful Moth I Ever See...

2009-10-05T23:01:00.005+08:00

Ever seen this kind of moth before???

I found it in my house just now!!!

So beautiful!!! Look like a drawing rite???

(Try to look at it carefully)

Ooiii!!! You!! Ya you!!!

Stop Starring at me ok!!!

I am just the prettiest moth you ever seen before!!!

Shooo... Stop looking at my pic!!! I know I look nice!!!

FINALLY~

2009-10-05T18:06:00.001+08:00

Finally...
No more ice in between...
Everything is on it path again...
As I wish for...
Happy to have it...
Thanks for giving me that...
=> ~Smile~

2009-10-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

月亮圆...月亮圆...月亮照在我的家....
Once in a year mooncake festival finally arrived...
Tonight's moon is really round and big and look like a lamp floating in the sky...
Really beautiful!!! ><
Me, as usual, hanging lanterns around my house...
And my brother... Hanging lantern on my mum lorry... =="
(Next time if your car's headlight is not working... use a lantern)
Wish everyone have a Happy Mooncake Festival...
p/s: Don't eat too much mooncake or else your face will be like mooncake!!! XD

Wish You R.I.F

2009-10-03T12:49:00.006+08:00

='( Fishy fishy...

Now your're gone...

I still don't believe it...

You still alive this morning...

Why you left?

Now your no longer here...

Must take care and rest in fish...

Icannot be there to feed you anymore...

Must get your own food and stay pretty always...

Thanks for being with me for 2years...

I will always miss your beautiful...

May you live happily ever after... ='(

早知道...

2009-10-02T19:40:00.003+08:00

早知道我就不说了...
早知道我就把你收起来...
早知道我就会选折偷偷暗恋你...
早知道就不会有今天了...
早知道我就不会伤心...
早知道我就不会为你带来的伤害掉泪...
早知道你就不会这样了...

如果真的有"早知道"...
我就不会让自己受到无谓的伤害...
喜欢你我真的很开心...
可是...
现在的我...
连偷偷喜欢你的机会都被你亲手抢走了...

现在只剩下我在和时间打赌何时可以忘记我喜欢的你...
剩下我在做无谓的挣扎...
我还是要对你说...
谢谢你又让我的心"长大"了...

This Is All I Want To Say~

2009-10-02T08:20:00.002+08:00

I started my October without you...
I will be fine...
I will...
Coz I always do...

Lost & Found

2009-09-30T21:01:00.004+08:00

My long lost bookmark!!!

Double sided with Wang Lee Hom face!!!

Still crazy bout him now

But this love of mine is getting older...

Still handsome laaa... ><

Forever Love~

Drop By Today...

2009-09-30T20:42:00.005+08:00

TOTO 4D

I bought myself 4 numbers today XD

I had an accident yesterday

I try to buy some luck back today

Don't know will open or not tomorrow

Juz give a shot ><

Me~

2009-09-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

>< My Face ohh~

You...

2009-09-29T21:08:00.001+08:00

When I come to you...
Everything just seems to be fine again...

Where is The Earth Gravity...

2009-09-29T18:42:00.003+08:00

I have been living my ordinary life for 18 years
I might have lot of extraordinary things happened round me
But I am still an ordinary girl
Living for these 18 years
There are three moments where I feel really extraordinary
I don't like to mention the other two
But I would like to share how I feel now

For the 1st time I feel I lost myself
I try to get myself back
Pretend that I don't care but I care like hell
Being moody all the times it doesn't help a shit
I feel helpless
I feel miserable
I feel pretty terrible
I feel like I want to hide
I feel like being on my own
I feel like being beaten up
I don't know
I juz can't feel the gravity
I am floating in my body

These few days
Lot of things happened
I feel the worst today
I don't know how to shout it out
How to release everything... Juz everything...
Everything seems to be wrong
Even I am wrong
I can't even stand my own self now
I hate this me
Juz the darkest part of me
Where can i get a place and cry
Cry out loud

I am lost...
If you find me walking by your side
Please bring me home
I need a shelther...
Lend me a shoulder too will you...

I am now a falling apart puzzles
Arrange me back...

I'm Tired...

2009-09-29T13:47:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired...
I am really really tired...
I am really really really tired thinking bout you...
I really have to take a break...
You are the 1st that came into my mine when thing happened
I try not to call...
I try not to tell...
I called mum & dad...
But then I still having you in mind...
Damn... Why I cant juz get myself out...
My heart is on a long holiday break...
I let her off yesterday...

Amia heart says:
"I am on a vacation now. I gonna take some rest.
Leave me a message. I will reply when I am back.
I will be back in no time. When I feel that I am alright,
I will come home. I juz need to take a pit stop.
Like Alonso had his during a race... After recharge...
I will start speeding to win the race...
So, see you again... I will be going to
Hawaii, Australia,New Zealand, Japan
& Paris... Looking forward to meet you there...
Bye..."

My 1st Terrible Accident =<

2009-09-29T12:11:00.002+08:00

Ahh~

Had my car accident this morning...

I bump into Philip's Myvi...

I thought I bump into Trineken Rubbish bins at 1st

But then turn out I bumped into Philip's car...

He lost his bumper...

I crashed my tail...

Sorry ahh...

Unser... I make you look more older since the 1st day I drive you...

Sorry ahhh...

Philip... I really didn't noticed you behind me...

Sorry sorry...

Ahh... Today is not my day...

When I try not to think bout him

He just appeared in different form...

Now... Get an accident...

Miserable day...

Who ever read this... Go buy TOTO...

I give out my luck for today...

CHEERS!!! XD

2009-09-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

My very 1st 8.8% Beers XD

It tasted pretty Bitter

BUT

I LIKE IT!!! XD

BUT I LOVE BACARDI!!!><

Carlsberg... Two cans ohh...

I finished one in about ten minutes...

Remember...

I take this on 28 Sept 2009

The day my heart goes on a vacation...

The day when I take a pit stop...

The day I let myself to rest...

Before I come back...

You'll Think Of Me by Keith Urban

2009-09-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

I woke up early this morning around 4 am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
Take your cat and leave my sweater'
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So......take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
Take your cat and leave my sweater'
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday
I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your cat and leave my sweater'
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
Take your cat and leave my sweater'
Cause we've got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me

Oh, someday, baby, someday

Poem~

2009-09-25T12:09:00.003+08:00

In my dreams
I pictured a person
who was
intelligent, good-looking
sensitive, talented
creative, fun
strong and wise
who would completely
overhelm me
with love
Since dreams
can just be
wishful thinking
I did not really expect
to find one person
who had all these
outstanding qualities
But then-
I met you
and not only did you
bring back my
belief in dreams
but you are even
more wonderful
than my dreams

by Susan Polis Schutz

My Lasagne

2009-09-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Ahhh~ My long lost recipe...
I cooked lasagne today!!!!
Long time no cook already~ =>
Still not losing my skills!!! ><
This time I changed the sauce
Not too sour... NICE!!!
But less friends eat it...><
Miss you guys de face enjoying my food!!!
Haha... Hehe...
But me, Ah Di, Teddy and Lia Lia
Managed to finish one loaf!!! =P
Next time I will cook something else!!!
Don't envy ohhh...
Come look for me if you want some!!!
LOL Thick face!!!
But I know Fanny miss it!!! Hehe...

What Happened to Me Today?

2009-09-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

Milton!!!!! KILL YOU!!!!
Tease me whole day!!!! ><
Emilia!!!!!I don't want to KILL YOU... =P
You also teased me whole day!!!!! ><
Didi!!!!!! You also!!!!! Cannot KILL YOU!!!!
You try to keep quiet but you also teased me!!!!!><
AAAAARRRRRHHHHH!!!!!
You all!!!!!
Yen Fang!!!!!! No KILLING!!!!!
Thanks for being BB!!!!! ><
AAAAARRRHHHH!!!!!
Wa Ai Ki Siao Liao!!!!><
You guys make me happy
Make me pai seh!!!!><
AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH
Wat laaaa!!!!!
What am I talking ABOUT???!!!
AAAARRRRHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ><
=="

Legs & Shoes

2009-09-24T21:47:00.003+08:00

My shoes and legs collection

Hehe... hehehe... Haha...

Too boring in class

Ended up taking all these

Hehe =>

Me and my friends legs and shoes

Laaaaa~

Arrrrrrrr......

Boring to craz laaaa~

Hehe...

Thanks for the legs ahhh.... ><

What Am I Thinking Today?

2009-09-23T22:08:00.003+08:00

Falling for you is my decision
I might have some passerby on the way
But I still make you the best one
I don't want to lose you
Coz you are somehow important for me
Even though I know I won't get the answer I wish for
But this is my decision
I don't want to let go so easily this time
I may not get you at the ending point
But nevermind
Don't care bout me
Go chase your dream
I won't ask for more
Juz don't try to push me away
Let me know you are still being yourself
Let me know you are fine
Let me enjoy chasing you
Let me know I still can rely on you
Then I will be fine
Coz I realised
You may be the best thing I ever had

I might sound selfish this time
But who won't be selfish in love